princessnirvana

JANGAN...

S07 not even in my playlist..bside exremely dislike their song xpesially si sephia tu.. wonder knpa rmai tul yg minat ngn dat song..all my cliques knw dat n  amie had asking me long time ago..Pourquoi vous détestez cette chanson ? c'est pertinent avec vous ? ..i said no..i just detest the song..dats all!
BUT..lately ..dis S07 song rapidly playd @flyfm n overplayed in my head..i was hitz.fm fans b4 but becz i do love fly guy  n all the seattle&britpop fresh songs rather than hiphop papentah ..here i go.N..dis hyper vexatious with cold-hearted girl finally distress her own feeling by sobbing her heart out..yeah..all d clique n TUA knw dat dis girl hardly express her reaction towards anything even sad stories..expessially by shed tears(my weaknesses..im sorry dat i cant easily sob..it juz  i cant)..n wat  4? wats dat 4?

IT IS 4 TIREDNESS,SLEEPINESS,EXHAUSTION & OVERTIREDNESS...over n over...keep come n go without notice.i'm tired actually.. serius SHIT n my head keep thinking in haste if i not jotting down here. kyrie dah penat. :s. n SERIOUS SHIT I DONT KNOW WAT IM DOING NOW!! GOSH!..it is 4 good?

i'm not saying im hopeless.. menerima kekalahan itu bukan perkara yg mudah krn kite juga ada ego.knp perlu ada kemenangan jika ada kekalahan?..sudah tentu semua mahu menang dan semua manusia perlu ade ego  krn itu membezakan thp seseorg manusia itu tapi kalo itu sudah kehendak yg maha ESA sapela kiter nk pertikaikanNYA.sudah tentu AL-MIGHTY ALLAH ada perancangan utk makhluknya.dis song keep playing in my head..oh my GOD!!its really haunting..xpesially the word and music really affect me..

aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta kudapat

mengapa ada derita
bila bahagia tercipta
mengapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan

aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kusalurkan.. kemenanganku

kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita

aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kuterima.. kekalahanku

rebahkan tanggungmu..lepaskan perlahan..kau akan mengerti semua..

YA!!! i wish to understand every SINGLE thing...

        " Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu.Dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu,padahal ia amat buruk bagimu,ALLAH mengetahui sedangkan kamu tidak mengetahui." Al-Baqarah,216

         "ALLAH memberikan hikmah kepada siapa yang dikehendaki-NYA.Dan barangsiapa yang diberi hikmah,sungguh telah diberi kebajikan yang banyak.Dan tidak ada yang dpt mengambil pelajaran kecuali orang-orang yang berakal" Al-Baqarah,ayat 269

Quant à moi..I tell myself that if things happened this way,because somewhere UP THERE was decided that way.. ''u.

 

 

BEAUTIFUL DAY!!

KERANA ALLAH ITU ADIL..MAKA mesti ada SEBAB utk setiap bende yg berlaku..8 thn lps...  I met 1 naive girl..SHE just a girl BUT she taught me of ADER HIKMAH DI SEBALIK KEJADIAN...n there must b a reason for single things..mesti ader RAHMAT DI SEBALIK DUGAAN..something that i neva think n fgure out b4

everytime i pray,x lupe doa jauhkan dr sbrg dugaan..kalo buleh mmg xnk-langsung, tp kerana Allah itu adilkan..mesti ader sbb,mesti ader hikmah..aper hikmahnyer?aper sbb nyer?still observing n seeking.. ONLY ALLAH KNOWS Y! living in dis upside down for almost 25 years still NT enuff to teach me...HOW,WHY??jgn cuba di tanyer knapa,mengapa.. tanye pada manusia mmg takde jawapannya ..inikan pulak tanyer pada langit tua?!! is dugaan mengajar kita??tepuk dada tanye iman!

ISLAM TAUGHT ME to sentiasa redha n IMAN.semua org idupnyer tak sama..ader yg bhgian idupnyer bhgia tak terkata..malah ader yg lain terlara..rezeki msg2..TERANIAYA,DIANAYA..mintak dijauhkan..tp jika itu yg dijadikan dugaan..redhala saja kerana dugaan didunia apala sgt kalo nk dicomparekan dgn susulan bhgian akhir nanti..cuma..tabah,taqwa dan redha saja yg tak pasti lagi...

dugaan hebat dlam mencari erti Islam itu sendiri mmg tak semua org dpat rase. alhamdulillah..tp apalagi utk dugaan kali ini?Astagafirullah al azim..masih tak cukup lagi agaknyer redha dan taqwa itu..bukan sekali jatuh ..berjatuh2..alhamdulillah..aku redha ALLAH.JIKA BENAR AKU ALPHA..tunjukkan jalan itu..

how i can survive at the time i was 12?15?17?big challegend on 01'-02'? inikan plak yg sekecil hama ...till now i still cant believd how i faced all d through disaster years..hehehe..damn...make me so inspired..haha..sjak itu selain tahmid,tahlil,zikir yg temankan aku since 6years ago  utk tidak memusingkan kepala aku..i also do need beautiful day's song by U2..to released out the tensed!!lagu penenang lebih baik dr makan ubat penenang..kalo ubat penenang  like doa xpa..kalo pil kuda..truk plak nanti berhorse power..cukup2la addicted..its over my head!!i do like this song very2 much.. n it always be my favourite even dah tua,bongkok,rabun makin kronik.(nauzubillah),bercucu (aderker nanti?!hehe-insya-Allah)tp im who im.

here my meaningful lovely song.my fav eva after!!

The heart is a bloom
Shoots up through the stony ground
There's no room
No space to rent in this town

You're out of luck
And the reason that you had to care
The traffic is stuck
And you're not moving anywhere

You thought you'd found a friend
To take you out of this place
Someone you could lend a hand
In return for grace

It's a beautiful day
Sky falls, you feel like
It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away

You're on the road
But you've got no destination
You're in the mud
In the maze of her imagination

You love this town
Even if that doesn't ring true
You've been all over
And it's been all over you

It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away
It's a beautiful day

Touch me
Take me to that other place
Teach me
I know I'm not a hopeless case

See the world in green and blue
See China right in front of you
See the canyons broken by cloud
See the tuna fleets clearing the sea out
See the Bedouin fires at night
See the oil fields at first light
And see the bird with a leaf in her mouth
After the flood all the colors came out

It was a beautiful day
Don't let it get away
Beautiful day

Touch me
Take me to that other place
Reach me
I know I'm not a hopeless case

        What you don't have you don't need it now
        What you don't know you can feel it somehow
        What you don't have you don't need it now
        Don't need it now
        Was a beautiful day

c d last paraghraph...

aper yg kamu xde skng nih ..bende yg kamu tak perlukan .. n kdg2 kiter akan dapat bende yg kiter sendiri tak pnah tau

- as usual im not good in any bahasa..malay 6 masa skolah dulu..(trialla)

yer...A.L.H.A.M.D.U.L.I.L.L.A.H krn aku msih lagik muslim.SYUKUR